Wednesday, July 05, 2006

I've made a lot of mistakes

I've had a lot on my mind recently. Random stories about teenage romance aren't just me remembering the good old days. The girl in that story recently died. From what I know, it was from a long battle with several eating disorders. I hadn't spoken to her in years, but well... here's the thing. The title for this blog is from the song The Closer I Get by Hayden. It's the title track from her favourite record from the time we were dating. It wasn't like we dated for a long time or anything but I wouldn't have heard this song otherwise (I didn't like the direction Hayden was taking at the time and I still don't really like the album all that much). I don't know what happened to her after she left high school, and now I guess I'll never know. This is also the first of my friend to die. There isn't going to be a funeral, so I'm going to use my blog to say this:

To her family, I'm very sorry for your lose. Your daughter was an amazing girl.

I don't think I'm actually going to post this, but I need to write it down. Maybe I will... I don't know. I guess if you're reading this you know my decision. This is as personal as this blog gets.

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