the truth is in the details

falling back into old routines is the easiest way to avoid changing or having to deal with your problems. I thought that I was doing this, but the old routines I fell back on were too old. I had developed so many new "old routines" that the really old ones aren't old anymore beacuse I can't experience them the same way I used to; too much time had passed. So now I find myself developing new routines that are similar to really old routines I had but really aren't the same. I'm not totally sure I made sense here, but I know what I was talking about.